Truth is... (It's VEDO Baby)
THEN.
I've struggled to love myself.
I was raised in a home with no voice; It was mom's word, or no word.
I didn't have it all && I leaned into people pleasing.
Chasing their dreams; to make them proud, and to not disappoint them.
As the youngest of 6 kids; I had the whole world on my shoulders and frankly, I wasn't ready to handle their expectations. I lacked emotional maturity.
OoOo. If ONLY I'd seen then; what I see now.
"Mental Breakdown"
was growth.
it was putting myself first.
Its kinda hard to stay in a place where you're too comfortable.
Where you're not growing...
I was striving for PERFECTION & Falling short.
My BASIC NEEDS were not being met.
I couldn't give myself grace.
NOW.
It's Kinda Hard To STAY in a BAD MOOD, when you feeling yourself.
East Atlanta Love Letter - 6LACK. It's always been me.
Then
I prayed for you; ... or did I?
I prayed for a man who NEEDED me; as much as I needed THEM.
OoOo. That hits different now.
Now
I didn't love myself. That's the Truth.
It's kind hard to stay down; now.
NOW.
I'm still on a self love journey; I'm still learning my limits; I'm still setting HEALTHY BOUNDRIES; Letting People Know "Dont Cross the line."
When they're making me uncomfortable. Its that energy.
NOW.
WHEN YOU LOVE YOURSELF
it comes EASY.
Just relax your mind...
You do I. I Do I.
Take it easy...
~ love letter.